Posted by: flea23 on: 21/04/2010
After 8 years of being away from home and my parents, I am back, but only for a month or two. This time with my 2 kids and way too much stuff to put anywhere.
It’s quite different being home as I can do what I want but I still feel that I shouldn’t – insane I know.
There’s also the constant issue of telling my children what to do, when to bath, what to eat and what not to eat. Then I get ” mom, come onnnnnnnnnnnnn?”
I’m really starting to need my space again. Like putting the kids to bed and doing whatever I want, even it means staring into space for an hour (this can be very relaxing by the way). And not having to have conversations about everything- and I mean EVERYTHING! Some nights I don’t feel like talking ok? I just want to sit and do nothing and think nothing.
But I guess this is something we have to deal with when living at home, but I can’t wait to be myself again:)
21/04/2010 at 7:53 pm
Hope the time goes by quickly!